ok so chris was here this weekend. it was a generally god weekend but he told me he didnt think it was a good idea for us to meet up like that anymore. nothing happened between us. not sure how he is feeling now
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Right now I'm feeling pretty sad and depressed because of how much I'm gonna miss how close we'd gotten, but I know that if I didn't back out now I'd only cause more trouble when the time would come that you would get a boyfriend.
All the signs were showing that if I spent too much more time like that with you I'd just fall right back properly in love with you again... and as it doesnt look like you'll be feeling that back then I have to take a major reality check and sort myself out.
As for this guy... he should have been honest with you from the beginning. It may or may not have made a difference to how you feel now, but at least it would have been *your* choice.
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All the signs were showing that if I spent too much more time like that with you I'd just fall right back properly in love with you again... and as it doesnt look like you'll be feeling that back then I have to take a major reality check and sort myself out.
As for this guy... he should have been honest with you from the beginning. It may or may not have made a difference to how you feel now, but at least it would have been *your* choice.
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