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Romeo, Romeo
When the curtains open
Who will slip
I underplayed my part today
to benefit the spare
The script is tampered with
As your words speak truth
This isn’t the part I was meant to play
Practice makes foul
Truth stage left
And you enter stage right
We’re a sell out
Seats of witness
My lips as dead as Juliet’s
No savor or sense
Just a kiss tonight
cue reality
Its Showtime.
I guess I believed you
In this crazy web
tangled we weave
With foreign thread
Secrets are never kept
Invisible spindles
Ensues comfortable rest
When an extra letter
Founds a new feeling
When a flick of the wrist
A fleeting moment
Creates a newfound reaction
Echo my mighty friend
Let the whole word hear your story
Gossip spreads like a brush fire
But entirety will not be kept
Watch out mighty one
You aint seen nothing yet
its cosmic
you and me
solid reaction
block my
spinning top
reckless
Turned real
breakin you
is breaking me
Letting me save you
Soon you’ll see
Your life is gold plated
You shine on
&& fade out
Only half there now
Surviving the breakdown
True colors prevail
cringing at the sight of this
new found truth
like the world is spinning off the axis
and your all i have left to hold on to
Waiting to give an explanation
That I’m not sure how to start
The words I’ve written down are of no use now
Bright eyes
Staring down truth
In its hardest form
Cant hardly bare the thought
Of being pity love
Being seen as desperate
was never what I wanted
I only hoped to start a flame
I should have known
Id be a burn out like always
That light would diminish
Soon before the sparks
I can’t keep up with this
Inexperience leads to insecurity
I thought the signs were clear
But I missed an exit along the way
And I didn’t end up where I wanted to be
I fear no map can help me now
And I find myself asking
Are we there yet?
Just a Lack of words ?
or are my words lacking meaning
Both seem fitting tonight
As I stare upon a empty screen
Cluttered thoughts
A cluttered head
socially awkward
What way is up?
Which is down?
Im drowning in this mess
And im afraid ill never recover
For a lack of words
Haunts my every move
And words that lack meaning
Are all that escape these lips
Faster
too fast now
Cant hardly breath
From all this weight
My story changes
Day to day
Whoa now darling
There’s time to wait
Volunteer work
While your giving out wages
Trying to help a friend
No pressure
I never wanted this
Love isn’t imposed
A mere statement
Becomes a story
Its just a role about to be played
And you see it in your head
Yet no ones shown up for casting
They are living their lives
This is real life now
It was only ever a feeling
You say you’ll carry it with care
But belief is a question now
I’m ashamed
As you walk a fine line
You make me feel unwanted
A hope that you felt the same
A chance was never what I wanted
something real
Or nothing at all
Past and pending
Only he can tip the balance
first move up for grabs
wearing silk gloves
On a Glass teeter totter
Only room for two
My side is slowly sinking
Rubber robin hood
Only he can stop me from slipping
Questions
Take their sweet time
Process in my mind
Unfathomable
Unreachable
Is that enough?
So much trust
In something you cant see
But only feel
We live our lives by it
Some not knowing the meaning
Closer now
Start a relationship
Forced down her throat?
I think not
Peer pressure
Maybe
Her own will
We’ll ask the eight ball
Hey its fate right?
Open another file of friendship
Another out patient
Occupying only a bed
Occupying my heart
For a day
For an instant
The list is long and outdated
Checkups have not made to do lists in the past few years
Calendars filled with desire
to explore some new phenomena
As records grow thin and sparse
And a phone call seems a terrible feat
Will they be forgotten?
Desks that went to hell and back
Litter a small stuffy room
Ideal conditions
For intelectual conversation
Or intimate relations?
A wall created by founders
Bred from adam and eve
Destroying hearts
Changing the meaning of love
another thing worth chasing after
Turns to dust
Left with an empty sock drawer
With no space in the dresser
Looking for unconditional love
in the wrong places
She hasent found the answer yet
glazed eyes
scan the pantry
like he scamed your girl
hes so innocent
but canned peaches dont lie
this love has no preservatives
your luck is cast
&& you return with your latest catch
theres a lack of fish in the sea tonight
staring at overbearing porcelian with wide eyes
each word bears a succulent lie
silent rhythm is ever prominent
as you feast upon deceit.
crushed beneath a daunting tide
SOS to those who have found themsleves
there were no saviors tonight
a abstract notion
bred from allies and enemies
poise and perfection aside
traped in superficial originality
where temporary lust
is sprung from liquid courage
scared it will seal her fate
jealousy reigns in this mad house
as another hit is another miss
our souls will pour to the floor
and deeds are done to conceal enmity
once a fishbowl life
now seabound
smiles send lies to friend and foe
bare skin will meet bare eyes tonight
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