well... my car is fixable! yay for me... and its not going to cost nearly what they thought it would... so i get my car back in about a week n a half... for now i get to drive the cute rental car... it all works out....

im so happy my babys ok and i get her back soon...

yay

bad dreams are misserable... i hate them... and ive been having them alot lately... my heart feels broken when i wake up and usually all day... i cant believe how much these dreams... well nightmares... affect me...

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yay i got my new baithing suit in the mail today... victorias secret... i love it... granted it doesnt look as good on me as it does on her.. but its awesome


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so my dad is gone... for 10 days... and im very sad... its just me n my mom... who i love, but is never in a good mood and is already yelling at me... great... no matter what right now... i want to cry... i cant stop the urge... im scared about alot of things... and hurt by others... im happy about some also... but my emotions are all mixed up... ( Read more... )

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my leti is home and she brought me beautiful earings that indians made in the amazon! YAY!

i cant believe how hard this is.... i dont want to do anything.... i want to die... i hurt so much.... i dont see how 2 people who fit so perfectly together end like this... i still love him and its hard.... relationships suck.... i never want to be in one again... saddly i dont want to be alone either.... my heart hurts.... this sucks... and now i ( Read more... )

dear journal,

LIFE FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

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