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bury_my_dreams

i'm not too sure if i'm able to explain how i feel right now.

it's hard to breathe. it's hard to concentrate. it's hard to stop shaking

when you're not here.

i have no where to run but to your arms.

brittany and i broke up.

well technically, it's not really a break-up... it's just a break. she wants to take time to find out how she really feels about me.

today was great.

i'm sorry to those of you who were worried about me. i'm fine.

and brittany, you're amazing.

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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i'm feeling better than i was yesterday. i just hate how i can be a leading source of stress to people. i hate being the cause of other peoples' drama, and that's why i go days hating myself more than anything in the world. can anyone please explain why i cause people so much drama? or why i'm a reason for other people having bad days or too much ( Read more... )

it's just like me to cause the very thing i try my hardest to stay away from.

am i trying too hard?

or could i possibly be trying so little, that my greatest dislike of people has reflected upon me?

what's wrong with me?

today was somewhat interesting ( Read more... )

brittany came over today. that was great fun ( Read more... )