So I just want to start off this post by saying....I love everyone here in Indy...but damn am I ready to go back to Btown ( Read more... )

The unthinkable has happened. My mother who hasn't given me a dime since I moved out of her Nazi-bootcamp over 4 years ago, really came through for me financially. Not only did she pay my 60 dollar phone bill, but also filled my gas tank up AND.....yes there is more.....gave me 30 dollars in cash. I couldn't fuckin believe it. All of a sudden she ( Read more... )

Why do my feelings over take my thoughts? Is there a reversal pill that I can take.....oh yeah, Prozac. I know emotions and feelings make us human, but honestly I'm getting sick of them. Any body want mine? They are some good shit man....if you wanna smoke them in a pipe or roll a phat joint. I can't wait to figure out this whole boy thing. ( Read more... )

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Change, it's all about change.

So through looking over my finances I decided that it would be really stupid for me to go to Chicago this up and coming weekend with out any money. It really sucks cuz I was really looking foreward to seeing my very best friend Eric who I haven't seen since mid summer. Now I guess I'll just sit here at school over the weekend by myself and ( Read more... )

There was good times this weekend with my "eight-one-two clownin good times crew". On Friday I went to see the original Chain Saw Massacre movie, and got to meet the actual actor from the movie. He was there as a tour type thing I'm guessing, and he answered our questions. I guess he was a cool guy, but it didn't really seem to me that he acted too ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be creeping up on me. The end of the semester, things that I've been procrastinating for a minute now, and of course bills-bills-bills! I'm getting more and more stressed out by the day, and for the first time that I can actually remember...I just want to withdrawl from society for a while. I don't really think that I'm ( Read more... )

This is an excerpt from my actual diary. Although these events have already come and gone, I feel as though to truly move on and let go of my anger I need to release my thoughts and feelings into the world. This has been sparked by events which happened Sunday night with certain people involved in what I consider to be my old life ( Read more... )

You Should Be a Martini for Halloween!


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So yeah..I'm 22 now. I'm not sad anymore about getting older...a little freaked out I'll admit..but not sad. After gettin somethin to eat with adrock and mary mac, wearing my new pink rain boots(I couldn't spell that one word), and going over to Chi-Chi's place to eat some awesome food and some pimp ass cake...I am feeling much better. I got all ( Read more... )