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[abloodymurder]

so last night wasnt to thrilling. jordan and myself just sat around playing video games and eventually rocking out on the jcm2000/mesa tripple rec. it was kinda boring. i hope gabes down to lift today, ive been getting lazy with it and thats not good. next weekend should be a great one. im pretty stoked for it

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[miquelle]

remember when u used to play grand theft auto at my house but ud never let me play bcuz i sucked and couldnt steer the car? yeah.

[abloodymurder]

thats old school

[that_b]

i got your message...
...i obviously read it.

and it sounds like things are going really well for you, im glad.
keep it up, your happiness is what is important.
one thing that always wanted to say to you but never could figure out how and how it would make sense is...
-"to change something, anything, you must want to change it for no other reason then changing for yourself."
(this pertaining to all the things you would say you wanted to change for me. but the thing is, i never wanted you to change, not for me at least, i wanted you to see the things you thought you should change and do it for yourself,and if not, not to at all and just move on knowing and understanding that it was because of our differences.)

...like we have said, have a great life and maybe someday...things will be ok between us, who knows.