its late and i cannot sleep, i feel like shit and im upset as fuck. all i can think about is how i always make people mad at me...its like a fucking disease with me. oh well ill most likely die sad, heartbroken and alone in a cave like a hermit...i just had this thought in my head of david the gnomb breaking into my house and i grab a broom and ( Read more... )

well today was great, i realized that someone hates me/im bipolar as fuck....one minute im the happiest boy in the world the next minute i want to hurl my body off the empire state building. im not trying to whine or look for sympothy, i guess im just adressing my problem....julian and i got this prehistoric amp working..so our band should be ( Read more... )

well i left tampa today, took a fucking life time on the plane and all i could think about was getting band and hanging out with some certain folks. After an hour on the freeway just comming back from flint i made it home and left right away. I just got home and im just stoked...i had a great time tonight. Maybe my life is getting alot better :) oh ( Read more... )

its almost 9 oclock and im dead tired. well i had a long day of laying around the pool and eating...such a stressful lifestyle. but yeah i come home tomorrow and im stoked. Funny thing is i already have plans...i got to hear some good news followed by maybe me and ju ju playing some double O. This vacation is what i needed, im so relaxed you could ( Read more... )

well i finally got around to making one, its 1230 am and im in florida still and im bored as fuck. This trip has been alright i guess but ive just had alot of stuff on my mind and im finding it hard to relax. Im happy and sad to be leaving. Happy to see some folks and get my bands shit together, sad due to the fact im going back to a fucking gay ( Read more... )