My Castle

[abluepenguin]

Alone I sit in my castle. My castle is mine, and it is large. To the dismay of my soul I come to my castle daily and walk through its cold stone walls and feel the wind on my body, and it dawns that, an empty castle, is no home. Others come and go, as if ghosts without the eyes to see my empty heart. They seem to walk their own paths, and I wish

Comments

[ravyn2wolf]

Welcome to life on your own. Stop being so dismal, my friend. If have other things you could be doing to take up your time. . . like meeting people. BY the by, you want to hang out or something? I want to spend some time with you before I move, which leads to my next question: do you need a couch? *lol*

[trineket]

one needs to learn to be ample company for oneself before they can be interesting company to other people. In other words, if you bore yourself, you probably bore other people.
also, being alone is different than being lonely. Being lonely is being alone but feeling bad for yourself. So, get used to being alone and stop feeling lonely. I had to, and it was fucking hard. Amazingly, I've found I like to paint but hate to sew(mostly because nothing i try to sew looks like it does in my mind); still cant' draw or write poetry; i know the words to way to many songs, and I still haven't learned to paint my right fingernails with my left hand without covering my cuticles with paint. Oh, and I smoke way too many cigarettes.
Anyway, much love from me in Orlando.
Carlie

hah

[loveless1]

I am the queen of being alone my dear and let me tell you without developing some hobbies you can do by yourself you WILL go crazy. Most of the time I write in my journal(my paper at home journal) ...it takes up my time and gives me an outlet for my anger, hate, stress.. what have you. Down side... should anyone who doesnt understand the workings of a journal get hold of it your in deep shit.

Much love shannon

Oh carlie there is no possible way to paint the one without getting paint on your fingers where it should not be ...no matter how hard you try :)