the floor wont stop spinning ( Read more... )

this year is going to be hell without you.
but, kyle i hope you have the greatest year ever.
<3.

I'M SURE YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT WHEN YOU HAD YOUR EYES CLOSED.

i miss us watching eachother every second we were together.
i miss sharing ciggarettes.
i miss waking up to you staring at me.
i miss my head on your chest and shoulder.
i miss your smell, voice, and your laugh.
can you come home before i fall apart?
i don't think i'll be able to be put back together.

relationships have their up's and down's, but you don't just give up on them.
there's no point in jumping into it if you're not going to give it a fighting chance."The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace ( Read more... )

i don't even know were to put you, here, there, where?!
if i had my way you'd be right here.
i don't even think you care.
YOU DON'T EVEN GET IT.

somebody bring me a bottle and some coke.

you just can't make conversation unless were making out, can you?

i'm so stressed and overwhelmed i can barely breath and i get all stupid teary eyed every five minutes.

when are you coming home? i need a warm hug and someone to rely on.

i can't rely on anyone in town and i'm falling a-a-a-aaaapart!
and nononononono, well yesyesyeees, you can have my heart.

mananana. I can't stop thinking and thinking and thinkingggg. It's making me go insane, i swear. I got to talk to Tony today ohhh jeez. Thank youuuu! it's tough when your bestfriend goes to college in SACRAFUCKINMENTO. I'm so glad I did, he made me smile. It's almost 11:11 and I plan on making the biggest wish that will most likely change my stupid ( Read more... )

tell me a secret.
ask me something.
tell me something that i don't know about you.
or tell me something that i do know.
tell me something about you.

post anonomously or logged in;
i will reply.

do NOT complain too me if you were deleted, i don't care who the fuck you are, it's my journal. &i obviously don't want you reading it.