well, I had a nice little entry. But live journal deleted it. The main point was made at the end.

I did a lot of drumming over break. And I love it. I got better over break. Only slightly, but it rocked. Awesome. Simply, awesome.

what the fuck seahawks? one play lost that game.

I benched 260 today. YAY for progress! At least I'm getting better at something!

Why am I so shitty at being social or dealing with social situations these days? Oh yeah, it's because I spend all my time with the same people and don't go out. (Although Dan and I went to a party last night, that was fun.) I'm worse at confronting people now, than I was before. I don't go out and I rarely meet new people. I think I'm missing ( Read more... )

It looks like shit be comin' togetha. Except grades. But I settled for C's like in early October. Although, there's still finals to help. Thats if I study, which I'm really bad at. But other shit has been on the upside. I just want to have fun, and be social. But it's tough when all you do is homework. At least I have football to get me ( Read more... )

by the end of this month, this semester will pretty much be over. wow. its november. where the fuck did all the time go? all i've fuckin done this semester is homework. if their was a way to measure social activity, mine decreased. i probably had a net change in freinds that was negative. meaning, i lost more freinds than i gained. how do i ( Read more... )

What do you do when you can't do what you truly want to; when all your time is taken up doing homework and going to class and all you want to do is play drums live and play football?

Canon by Pachelbel is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm not doing everything that I want to be. I feel like me life is consumed by schoolwork that I'm not entirely enthusiastic about. But since it's school and since I really don't have a choice to go or not, here I am. If only my passions matched up with the ideas that society has placed in my mind. For example, I almost wish I were ( Read more... )

I'm so bad at writing, it blows. IT especially blows when I write something that could potentially be interesting. Oh well.