everyone is changing and theres no one left thats real.

[aborted_dreams]

ive been busy as hell lately. funny thing is im enjoying life a little bit.. not alot.. but a little.. its weird.. ive got a drs apointment soon that might help out and might not hah. i find my mood to be rather hateful right now.. its been that way for a bit.. but mainly because sometimes you notice things youd rather not notice. when i was talkin

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[aliciaschmidt]

I don't get mad like i use too. You believe in what you believe in. You think what you want to think. How am I suppose to change that?! haha nutcase?! muahahaha that makes me laugh.

the reason why i say the things i say.. is because i care.. I know that you don't like being preached too, but deal with it. that's who and how i am. if i didn't care, i wouldn't tell you. so shut up and deal with it. :)

even though we don't talk that often anymore.. because of HOW i am. i really miss you though.. and just remember one thing:
I love you!

[aborted_dreams]

eh.. its how who and how you are NOW... its not WHO and HOW you were EVEN after you got saved... thats the change im talking about alicia... you didnt used to preach to me cuz you knew i couldnt stand it.. now you do it even though you know i cant stand it.

and it is kinda nutcase style with you.. and im not even trying to offend or make you mad or diss your beliefs.. its just you come off as an extremist to me alot of times... and that makes me worry about you to be honest. and youll never change what i think you and i both know that one lol.

but in all honesty... ive changed.. and so has everyone i know.. thats part of living is changing.. but no one i know has completly killed off everything they were and became a completely differnt person... you... sometimes come off as that way.. *shrugs* thoughts thoughts and more thoughts...

but if your happy being who you are now thats all that matters right?

[aliciaschmidt]

Do I have to spell it out for you?! I know that you can't stand it, but why should I keep my mouth shut? But don't worry, I won't be preaching to you anymore.

I think it's funny that you call me a nutcase, but actually you're not calling me one. Why should it make you worry? If I believe in what I believe in, why should it matter to you? To be honest, I'm the same person, but with a different outlook.

Everyone changes. Some change for the good, some change for the worse. James, after you get saved, you're a totally different person, but the old 'me' can come back.. hello.. we're human.

I am happy. I think you would understand more, but you just refuse not too.

So we go back doing the same ol same ol.. right James?!

[aborted_dreams]

eh why should you keep your mouth shut? i dunno cuz the same reason i dont bash your religion to you all the time... respect for one another?

it makes me worry because as i said it comes off as extremist sometimes and the extremist religious people arent very good.. but your right i shouldnt worry.. then again if i shouldnt worry over that then you shouldnt worry about how i live right?

and i think i understand plenty enough as it is.. but i dont wanna even try to understand some aspects of it.

and same ol same ol? ok...