i keep questioning my faith in god in my head and wondering what i would do if i gave up on god. i don't think i'm fit to lead my youth group anymore b/c at this point in time the only thing i slightly care about is god. if i lost faith i don't think i could go on, i wouldn't see a reason to. how bad is hell compared to what i'm feeling right now?

REASONING FUCKING SUCKS!!! but i'm just going to hold it in. the only problem is i'm afraid how its going to come out.