dear love,
hi! i redid your journal for you! [internetgeekfo'lyf] i really hope you like it. i really don't know what to say. i had four cups of coffee, on my fifth, and i'm really hyper. extremely. i've been up since 7am. isn't that gay? yeah, i thought so as well. check out em cee's journal. it's hilarious. the picture. red rangers. unite. what-what.
oh. i love you. and happy almost five months. you are an amazing person, and a terrific boyfriend. although, at times you don't think it. you are. thank you times a million. thank you times infinity i should say. you've helped me so much, especially last night. i don't have to worry about other people now, because of what you said. you've given me a reason to be happy. and to stay happy. and i thank you so much for that.
and no one, and by no one i mean no one will ever take you away from me. especially these little assholes who think it's cool to talk junk about us. they just aren't happy. sucks for them, now doesn't it? seriously, i am fed up with all those people, but it doesn't matter much anymore. because i love you, and you love me. and that's what counts. not anyone or anything else.
thank you for being amazing. thank you for being perfect. thank you for making me laugh so much i cry. thank you for making me blush, although i hate blushing. thank you for last night. thank you for this morning. thank you for the week. thank you for the letters. thank you for the bracelet. thank you for being you. thank you for loving me.
you know, it's really easy loving a person as wonderful as you are. i don't see how anyone couldn't love you. you are really terrific. absolute perfection. seriously. and if anyone doesn't want to see that, well they are obviously missing out. missing out on a lot actually.
thank you for giving all the bands i send you a chance. and i'm glad when you like them. i'm especially glad when you go out and buy their cd's. it just shows me that you give things i tell you a chance. and i love that.
thank you for introducing me to the bands i thought i hated. like converge. haha. but no thank you for making fun of bands i enjoy. that's not nice. but i love you anyway.
you're really cute, you know that?
you know what's really really cute? you're smile. that's what. i love seeing it. you always have the best smile.
thank you for staying up late so we can have our late night conversations. i always enjoy these. and waking up with a headache the next day only to know that night i'll be talking to you again for hours upon hours. it's great talking to you that much. i love it. it makes me smile so much to hear your voice around midnight. and it's cute when you fall asleep on the phone, although it's usually me falling asleep on the phone. hehe.
well, i don't know what else to say. i love you. a lot.
love always and forever,
your girlfriend/girlface among other things-- baelynn noelle.