Touch. [Jay/Khun | 1/2]
If a picture's worth a thousand words,
then your touch is worth a million.
Nichkhun knows Jay has a hard time expressing his feelings with words. Jay puts on a manly appearance everyday and if you didn't know him personally, you'd probably never guess he was bisexual. Even if you knew him personally, you'd have to have known him since forever to guess he were bisexual because all he goes on about is boobs, ass, getting some, and the gorgeous fake girls in Playboy. In fact, the day Jay confessed to Nichkhun that he had harbored some feelings for the Thai Prince, Jay was stuttering awkward and broken sentences about the 70GB of porn ("straight porn," Jay insisted) he had been given from the Idol Show staff. In the middle of describing a "delicious," ass, he stopped mid-sentence and said, "Oh fuck it, Khun, I like you more than a friend."
Nichkhun knows Jay has a hard time expressing his feelings with words. He gets all tongue-tied and nervous because he's too macho for that cheesy, sappy "shit." (Come to think of it, so is Nichkhun.) Jay would rather express his feelings through anything but words, because words can be deceiving and you can end up humiliating yourself. Jay is very afraid of people mistaking him for completely homosexual ("I stop halfway, dammit! I go in both directions!") and he is very afraid of embarrassment.
Nichkhun knows Jay has a hard time expressing his feelings with words. Which is why he is confused about the letter he finds on his nightstand one morning that reads, "FROM. JAY," on the folded sheet in the Korean's chicken-scratch, all uppercase handwriting.
Khun,
There are more than 101 ways to say "I love you," with words.
My Filipino friend told me that in Tagalog, it's, mahal kita.
In French, it's, je t'adore.
In Japanese, it's, kimi wa ai shiteru.
We both know in Korean, it's, saranghae.
So what is it in Thai?
Nichkhun isn't surprised at the subtlety of the text, that's almost Jay in a nutshell, but what happened to being too macho for that cheesy, sappy shit? The California boy hopped out of bed and walked down the hall looking for Jay (only wearing sweatpants, which, if any fangirls had been present, would have caused a lot of screams, fainting, and drooling). The door to the leader's shared bedroom with Junho was open a crack and he peeked his head inside to see the shortest member of 2PM sharply dressed and holding a couple of hangers with Nichkhun's clothes dangling off of them. When Jay saw the taller man's face, his eyes lit up and he held out the clothes.
"Get cleaned up and dressed, you and I are going out for breakfast."
As Nichkhun walked to the bathroom holding his clothes he said loudly, "Odd behavior is odd."
"Obvious statements are obvious..." was heard before he shut the door.
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Twoshot is a twoshot because I feel like people will pull a "tl;dr."
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