This is the start to a crazy week. Here I am in class, my eyes burning and my heart racing; the question is why. Why don't I sleep, why can't I breathe, or love. I am so scared. Scared of losing my friends, of making new friends to leave them in a few months and start all over again. I feel the more I care, the more I am hurt, so if I don't care, I ( Read more... )

I think livejournal and I are going to get along. I got in a fight. Go me!!! For anyone who knows me, I don't fight. But it is a lot easier to be totally dreadful when you don't have to look at the person in the eyes. Okay, now I am starting to doubt this. I'm nice.

Abigail Eve

phone is ringing . . . ring

Alright. I thought I could avoid this, but I cant. What can one really say, boredom, loneliness, boredom. The greatest event of the last week and a half was that I finished my first journal. Now, being too scared to start the new one, I have nothing to use to vent and shit, I've a lot to complain about. My flexam essay, as a start' D+ . . . I know ( Read more... )

So all my friends like men. When looking for someone to laugh with, make fun of people with, and have a great time with, my friends are the best. This in mind, I still need someone. I guess I am lonely, but I think it is a bit different. When one combines horniness, loneliness, ex-crushes, and a bit of stress, you get me. I am a mess. Even though I ( Read more... )

Okay,
So This is my first entry. Most people know me, but don't expect me to know you, too many people. Anyway, my best friends know how bad I am at this, so jackie and A.J, you forcing me to do this is going to result in much emotional abuse and lactose intollerence..YOu know what i am talking about

Abby