im so upset with people right now, its unbelievable.

i just had a loonnnnnng talk with my parents. wow, they were a big help. i realized a long time ago that i am easily manipulated, and when we get back from chicago, my mom is hopefully going to help me if i chicken out. i know i will. for some reason, i cant express myself, i always get manipulated out of being upset, even though its total bs. gah ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN 13 DAYS

HAPPY CHRISTIE TO ME IN 2 DAYS!!

things are ok as of now. only because i had a 4 day week and i get to see christie on saturday! ahhhhhhh!

other than that, things suck. but i will just have to get used to it i guess.

today was a crappy day. untillll. you will never guess. never i tell you. ok, it was crappy until i went to the dentist. shocker! seriously, who likes the dentist? not me. but today, IT WAS AWESOME. no cavities. and my dentist made me feel wonderful. she told me that i had amazing teeth. and that i was GORGEOUS. no one has ever called me georgeous ( Read more... )

i hate this. and no one has any advice to give me. theo and i talked about it the whole way home, and he is usually great with advise, but he had nothing. this is a hard situation. and there is no person that i can talk to that isnt somehow involved. i need to find a random stranger and talk to them about it. maybe they can help. and i need someone ( Read more... )

i have been tagged by my loverly christopher, aka, itallseemssofar

Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

1. i felt extra fat today

2. im afraid of penises

3. i love chocolate

4. my favorite color is pink.

5. i only poop about once a week

6. i fart/burp all the time

7. my favorite ( Read more... )

i cant ever seem to get away from the drama. ok, so here is how it went down ( Read more... )

my mom is in the hospital. i havent talked to amber in forever. i have a ton of homework to do. my life is falling apart and i dont know what to do anymore. i just dont. im not sure i can handle it.

ok. i am officially sick of all the somo's (sophmores) every last one of them. i cant stand them. certain ones in particular. hmmm. wonder who one of those particular people is.....his name starts with a J. and ends with a ON. people just piss me off in general, but this whole jimmy thing has gotten WAY outta hand. i think the kid is cute. does ( Read more... )

i feel as though im complaining. i feel as though im being selfish. i feel as though im jealous. maybe i am jealous. i dont think i am. i dont feel jealous. but maybe deep down inside i am and i just dont know it. who knows. i just feel it again. and i hate it. i dont really want to tell people because i dont want to get into it again. i just want ( Read more... )