I'd be pretty much a liar if I said I didn't feel ditched tonight.

I know it was definitely not intentional, but it happened nonetheless.

edit Things were exactly as I thought. I can't be mad haha

I pretty much had the best weekend I've had in a very long time. I wish I felt this good about life and my friends everyday, and I think maybe things are gonna continue this way which makes me really really happy.

But right now I need to sleep because I have work in at 8!

My arm hurts a bunch. I hurt it at work yesterday i think. It sucks.

Anyway, today I hung out with Allison, we watched Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, it wasn't as funny as I hoped it would be. I also helped my sister grade her student's papers and holy crap, those kids are terrible at writing essays haha

anyway tomorrow=diner yay!

Lately I've been thinking a lot about things, I don't wanna go into detail really, but I need to get my head straightened out ( Read more... )

I feel better than I was feeling before. I was just over-thinking too many things but today reassured me that everything is fine. Allison came over and we got some Taco Bell, I had a steak quesadilla meal and I tried the double decker taco. It's really good. Anyway, after we hung out around here until like 6ish then we went off to her grandmas ( Read more... )

I have too much on my mind lately. If it's still eating away at me tonight I post about it.

Last night after I got off work at 7 I ate dinner real quick and got meg. We did the usual, Journeys, apparently she had her new boy interest of sorts show up. He's a cool kid, I approved. After our trip to Journeys we went to the beach but it was waaaaaaaay too cold to go outside the car haha. So we just parked for a while ( Read more... )

So many things are different now. It's not necessarily a bad thing. It's just a direction my life is taking and the overwhelming part is that if you would have asked me 3 months ago if this is where I would be in my life right now I'd lash out of you in a verbal assault of how you couldn't be more wrong. Let's begin ( Read more... )

What do you do when 2 of your main goals clash with each other to the point where you feel like you have to give up on one of them. I love my band, but I've given up everything else for it so much. I don't wanna give up on this too. Although I probably will.

UGH

who needs a studio anyway.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckitI'mfine.

( A Rant that's really long )