One of my old best friends is getting married on Saturday. He used to really like me a lot, but I told him no when he always asked me out  because I loved him like a brother. Now he is getting married and its weirding me out because A) He is just now only 19 and B) I havent seen him in so long I still remember him as being the best friend who liked ( Read more... )

I got everything finally typed up and finished for the karate program..now all I have to do is present it to Matt (the old instructor) and Louise (Manager Guy). I am hoping I get paid what I want and get the rooms and times I need. I will feel so much better after tomorrow is over and everything is settled. I am looking forward to teaching again ( Read more... )

A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful, is this a ( Read more... )

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Well the stress from yesterday has subsided for now. I am supposed to take over the karate program at work and organize everything and have the program, the curriculum,  the fees...etc. all up to me. I was told a couple months ago I would have until the end of August and I would start then. Yesterday the instructor told me I had until next week.... ( Read more... )

Dont make fun of my hobbies, I dont make fun of you for being an asshole.

I feel like I am in school again all of the sudden...so much friggen stress oh my god. Update later if anyone cares to read :P.

So I am not trying to be an asshole or anything...but I saw the new Superman movie last night and it was really lame....:( I just thought it was cheesy, and maybe its because its a superhero movie and it is supposed to be...but damn. I think I laughed like the entire time. It just looked so fake and all of the cheesy lines just made it more ( Read more... )

I feel gross. The work environment I am in is not helping either...in fact it is making things worse. I am really rather sick of it. God I am so ready for the weekend and to get the hell out. I miss school and want to go back. Bahhhhhh

Sitting outside on my front porch when it was breezy outside, drinking a cran-apple vodka drink, smoking cloves, and reading The Bell Jar was the best way I have spent an evening in a long time. It was beautiful. Made me forget all the shit that is stressing me out and I felt so happy. I can't wait to do it again ( Read more... )

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment ( Read more... )