i tell you what. I finally decided to spell out my thoughts and then woosh, lj decides to censor it . and next moment its gone. omg, at least for tat 15 min, i was able to organize my thoughts a lil. but still its in a mess .
Bascially its just me and my whinnings again. As usual, same topic about school and life of a 18 gg 19.

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 fireworks with karen :)
and fireworks is happiness.


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everything is bull shit.

it sucks to be alone, really

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you kinow what,
i kinda found my motivation to go to school.
*evil laughters! 
HAHAHAAHAH

sianness.

assignments is suffocating me. Yuck. :( 
and this is supposed to be the first week of school.
SMU , you understand first week of school?

you wish someone will be there to push you on,
and i know you are there. :) thanks

i should just stop inducing negativity in myself.

OKAY! TO SCHOOL! 
Hello SMU!

i think it isnt school that i dreaded so much. Come to think of it, it wasnt that bad except that i dont feel i'm attending a lecture in school! Mayb i just refused , refused to move on , because there are just too much to be left behind if i do. 

I was idling online, then i thought i wanan blog.  School is making me so emoo. HAHA! I hope everything will be good after tmr. 
So many things to say, So little courage.


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two days before school starts eelen is feeling very lonely.zZz.( i tink i got influenced by jaz, zZzz) 3 of her csq mbr, all busy settling now in their new school, other 2 busy with As, and her bff, needless to say, is forever so busy. -.- rahh rahh. :( It seems that I've been living in a world of mine, and then some thing just jolted me back to ( Read more... )

I remember your words,
That cut like the thorns beneath.
I remember every sensation!
All too dear,
Impossible to let go.
The pain of fond memories.
Sweet tragedy.
Not a second would I trade away.
So though you may not love me,
Know this:
I do not need you to love me,
But just to let me love you.