I'm so confused right now ( Read more... )

I almost had a good christmas this year...

I really don't understand people.
Do they realize what they do?
I really don't think people mean what they say, to make you happy, or feel better.
Do they lie to get what they want? Is the lie worth it?
Tell it to me straight.

Don't do something for pity, do it because you want to.

I'm starting to wish that I was wrong.
It's already to difficult to make this easy.
I don't even care about the truth anymore.
Just don't make the lies so obvious.

"...maybe I'm not who you thought I'd be."

Didn't go to school today, I really needed the day off.
I'm still so tired though, must be stress.
Haven't even started Christmas shopping.
Tomorrow I'm going to delvier meals and gift bags to elderly people.
Should be a good day.

Yesterday kind of started off badly...I really HATE some people. Jealously can really bring out the worst in people. Seriously, how can someone be such an asshole. Anyway after school, I had a really good time. I hung out with Josh and it put me in such a good mood. <3. I'm so happy with life right now, I don't know how I ever could have been so ( Read more... )

I've had a headache for the past 3 days, but other than that everything is just fine ( Read more... )

I don't know...

Didn't go to school today...

I had a good morning though, I slept til 12.

Should it be this hard to appreciate everything I have?

I wish I was so much smarter.

If you analyze everything, until this nothing more to know, there will be no feeling left.

I guess it depends on what you want to know?

Lots of stess from school... I actually know were I want to go to college, I just need to get accepted.

I haven't even started my portfolio. I have a serious lack of motivation.
It's scary how much this year is starting to feel like last year.

Otherwise, everything is okay.

I'm trying not to be so cynical, I really am.

I observe people too much, and it's almost always the same in the end.

That is all.