Spring Break is oer now, it was defenitely unconventional. I spent the week getting certified to run high ropes courses for OMODs challenge and development. We're using the boy scouts COPE facilities so the course was mostly middle aged men who are also boy scouts. Most of them had kids my age ( Read more... )

So, I'vespent the last couple hours having share time with Candace and Sierra. I am so happy now. God has blessed me beyond measure with amazing friends.

Tonight I felt very sad. But it's ok. I just really hate feeling excluded, unwanted and disregarded. I hate feeling invisible. I hate feeling like i'm always second best. I hate seeing my friends argue and being inthe middle of it, and indirectly the casue of it. I hate feeling insecure ( Read more... )

I love this semester because I just get to play all the time. Last night I went roller skating disco style. The night before that I got a new game and played in the grove. We played freeze tag, duck duck goose, red rover, and capture the flag. It was so awesome. Life's to short to not play. :)

I hate feeling the desire to be in two places at once. Sometimes I get mad at myself for loving so many things, it spreads me to thin and it always leaves me wanting more and sometimes feeling un satisfied. I just want to have fun. I hate overanalyzing everyhting so much. My heads spinning. it's 3 in the morning. I'm watching Boy meets World. Feeny ( Read more... )

sometimes when I get back from hanging out witha lot of awesome people and having lots of fun it makes me feel really sad and lonely ( Read more... )

Man, I'm way to concerned with the way people percieve me. I like to think that I'm so concerned becasue than I can reflect on myself and how i come off and change for the better. This is especially important becasue a lot of the work I do tir=es directly into people, its stuff where its really importantto know your strengths and weaknesses ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at uptown coffee. Studying for the first time this semester. Man i forgot how boring it is to sit here and read over note. I think it doesnt help that the majority of what i'm studying is simple geography. I mean through out my notes there is information about stuff like latitude and longitude, the cardinal directions (N ,S, E, W), and ( Read more... )

I want to make a Jell-o Mold ( Read more... )

Today I looked at my shadow and realized it looked cooler than me. I wish I could see myself how others see me. I wish my vision of myself wasn't distorted through reflections and my lens of self-effacement ( Read more... )