do you ever just get the overwhelming sense that you are not making someone happy?

it really hurts.
it's like, now that i think about it, i rarely see my boyfriend smile.

so, i know he cares about me, and we've talked about his issues with showing affection, but sometimes i just want my boyfriend to be my boyfriend, more often than when we're laying in bed ( Read more... )

i'm in this place where all i want to do is sit in my room alone and listen to music that sings about the same thing. i don't like anyone right now. i truly just don't want to be around people. i just want to finish my daily tasks and get back to my time alone so i can just forget about everything. there aren't even any horrible events or ( Read more... )

i got the tattoo i've been wanting forever!

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writing an ex when you are thinking about them is always a bad idea. they aren't supposed to know you miss them.

fuck.

i am getting so fed up with working at Haggen it is not even funny. i like the people i work with, i just hate the job itself. and i worked for 27 hours last week, plus school. their scheduling has become ridiculous. even if i get under 20 hours like i ask, every time i step in the door i feel like i've been there forever. and the clock moves so ( Read more... )

me and billy decided to make our relationship legit. it's the first real relationship i've had in a long time. it's still so weird to me to be with someone who wants to spend time with me and wants to be around and who wants to call me his girlfriend...i'm so used to drama and uncertainty. we are "official" now, and he makes me really happy. i just ( Read more... )

adrian centoni, we should go see brand new in concert on the 29th. what do you think?

i'm getting my tattoo done at House of Tattoo in Tacoma by Katie, the owner, and I'm really really excited. now i just have to schedule an appointment!
and my paycheck this friday should be around 350 to 450 dollars! ahhhhhh!

i just thought i would post some of my favorite photos/moments that have gone on lately...
beautiful weather on some days-

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