3:00 A.M. Is very very peculiar. I officially Hate 3:00 A.M.

I need something crazy and outrageously out-of-control to occur in my life.

Okay everyone stop for one second.. where the fuck is billy going?

It's one of those mornings you have no clue what time it is.. I'm flashing between being awake and asleep. I know its hot out but I'm comfortable. Comfortable with my grey t-shirt sheets wrapped around one leg and twisted under my torso up the hand of my bent right arm supporting my face. Summer is such an indescribable feeling. Well you can ( Read more... )

I think I want to make the last couple inches of my hair light blue and purple.. do I have to bleach where I want to dye it? Because that sucks.

You know those times where you just look down at yourself, at your arms, at your hands, at your chest, you watch your breaths seep in and out of your lungs, watch your left breast rise and fall depending on how fast your heart is pounding. Or when your hearts not pounding at all. It's one of those times. The weather is sickening. It's like, sad ( Read more... )

Hello drug. I'm propped up on my forearms, elbows digging into your green and blue quilt. Your in the same position only foreward.. Our bodies fit perfectly together...Your waist pushing on my hip bones. I'm staring in your eyes and your staring back.. It's weird because I can see my reflection in your eyes.. Is that what you see? Or is that a ( Read more... )

I feel like when I'm with you the situation is surreal.. Like that poster in my room of the guy standing in the ocean next to the escalator.. It's like what we talk about. What if when you die.. you get to watch a video of your entire life... What if these moments i'm with you.. are just clips i'm watching.. what if you did jump and we don't know ( Read more... )

Things I want to do ( Read more... )

Your sitting there.. kind of sad.. I think? I can't describe it.. you can't describe it. If I had a camera this would be one of those perfect pictures.. You know the kind that captures the exact feeling your having.. no fake smiles.. no poses. It's beautiful and for that reason- whatever you are- makes me smile.. So without technology i'll take ( Read more... )