i managed to start off my new year horribly. i broke down and cried yesterday, which i haven't done in a long time. i hate it when we fight, we used to never fight. its my fault, it just takes me awhile to actually admit it. i'm trying to be more honest and upfront about things. i'm trying to not let the petty things bother me so much. its not ( Read more... )

i'm over at madison green's house again. she's on my phone yelling at her boyfriend. i'm just wondering what my boyfriend is doing and why he hasn't called me? he came to see me at work tonight and brought me a rose. i've never been so thankful to see him at work before. and i don't think i've ever bought/had people buy me this many fucking amazing ( Read more... )

i woke up in a good mood this morning. my dad was actually a gentleman and scrapped the frost off my windshield or maybe because he needed to use the scrapper and i wasn't fast enough? i wasn't late for school. it wasn't raining.

I finished my christmas shopping and ironically i ran into my favorite art teacher and his son. his son is getting so ( Read more... )

last year a couple days before i went to new york city i got a random fever. but thank god it was gone before i left.

today i'm supposed to leave for new york city around noon. and i've been up all night regurgitating to put it simply. fuck harpers and their fucking food poisoning.

well basically i'm a complete failure at keeping up with my pathetic livejournal. in general things have been good. to sum up what i've been failing to post:

• my sister turned fourteen and goes to movies with cute little boys and stays out till midnight, i was not that fortunate at fourteen
• me on the otherhand i go to see cirque du solell with my ( Read more... )

DEAR MADISON LEAH GREEN,

HAPPY ONE SEVEN BIG GIRL!

LOVE,

YOUR BEST FRIEND!

( THATS RIIIGHT )

this week has been good for the most part. despite the fact that i am a bad pet owner,harry the turtle died. we gave him a proper burial and hand picked flowers. RIP HARRY. mad dyed my hair again. this time highlights instead of going dark, my best friend is talented. and i kinda like this boy i know. he buys me cheesy gordita crunches and holds ( Read more... )

so i've got a new phone and it takes pictures.

( i love this girl )

a rare thing happened tonight, just me and my mom went out to dinner. nothing fancy, but it was comforting to be getting along and carrying on decent conversation that wasn't walking on eggshells ( Read more... )

tonight was my second shitty sunday in a row. my asshole of a boss made me feel about two inches tall and laughed at me. i promise whenever i become boss and own a boutique (with mad of course) i won't be an asshole to my employees.

i need to do something fun and soon.