just more bad news

[absolutchris3]

well the bad news just keeps piling up more and more. i meet a wonderful girl angela and everything is going so well, looking forward to christmas with her and i knew of a possibility of her moving but when she got sick and lifting things and quit her job at the barn i thought that possibility maybe went away, well it didn't. i called her today

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[amber34813]

ok.. i know youre upset.. but jesus christ. how upset do you think she is going to be when she hears all of this for the first time.. from your journal?! everyone else has read it, before she has.. everyone knows what youre thinking.. before she does... i dont know.. if she cares about you as much as you care about her.. she must be devestated right about now. because i sure as hell know.. that if i liked someone... really liked them, and planned on going away, and spending time with this person, and i had just read all of that on here. i would die

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[absolutchris3]

i told her how i felt right after i wrote the journal because after reading it i didn't want her to read it on here first and i am not thinking about myself, i was actually thinking about staying up here instead of going to florida and i told her that, my rents don't even know about that, i ain't only thinking about myself i know she needs this and i wouldn't just say she doesn't exist anymore but traveling 25 mins and then traveling and hour and 35 mins is a big difference and she is kinda mad right now that she is leaving but shit happens ya know, i likiemher and she knows that but oh well, shit happens and we move on i guess so i ain't gonna try to stop her from going we will still be friends and stuff just not how we are right now and i will be going to florida now if or when my family decides to go because maybe i do need a change because everything that goes on with me up here makes me happy then all of a sudden it turns to shit and makes me depressed so maybe i do need a change amb, i am sorry if you don't like it but last