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this weekend i went home to calvert county... it was nice. spent time with my family and a few friends.
i officially have an over 21 license. yess
rachel's house friday night, jason and kevin were there of course and ben showed up too. we played cards, pillow football, ddr! and just drank till we all passed out (me on the floor, but with a pillow and blanket).
saturday night went to my first bar in calvert co/maryland and hung out with this is me and kyle at gordon's on solomon's island, we're a little drunk... i cut off half his face oops.
aw, i probably won't see him again for a loooong time for he's moving to california to do makeup and i'm so jealous but happy for him.
i came home on sunday and hung out with bryan, we ate some mushroom pizza and had a swell night. I'm sorry if i seemed so distant to my friends(dave, jeff, matt, chris-kristin), i hope you understand i was totally in my own world enjoying everything. so much fun, i just wish bryan had been sharing the same feelings as me and talked with me more. i just wanted so bad to talk to people about how i was feeling and what i was seeing, but i didn't want to sound stupid or bother anyone. so i just rolled around in daves room and played with stuff and drew pictures and listened to music. but really everything was so fucking beautiful, patterns on blank white walls, letting my hand just glide on paper making really cool designs and drawings and dancing while no one was watching. lets do it again soon. and jeff especially too. haha, we shared a weird but cool moment in the kitchen spelling something out...lol. seriously amazing.
i officially have an over 21 license. yess
rachel's house friday night, jason and kevin were there of course and ben showed up too. we played cards, pillow football, ddr! and just drank till we all passed out (me on the floor, but with a pillow and blanket).
saturday night went to my first bar in calvert co/maryland and hung out with this is me and kyle at gordon's on solomon's island, we're a little drunk... i cut off half his face oops.
aw, i probably won't see him again for a loooong time for he's moving to california to do makeup and i'm so jealous but happy for him.
i came home on sunday and hung out with bryan, we ate some mushroom pizza and had a swell night. I'm sorry if i seemed so distant to my friends(dave, jeff, matt, chris-kristin), i hope you understand i was totally in my own world enjoying everything. so much fun, i just wish bryan had been sharing the same feelings as me and talked with me more. i just wanted so bad to talk to people about how i was feeling and what i was seeing, but i didn't want to sound stupid or bother anyone. so i just rolled around in daves room and played with stuff and drew pictures and listened to music. but really everything was so fucking beautiful, patterns on blank white walls, letting my hand just glide on paper making really cool designs and drawings and dancing while no one was watching. lets do it again soon. and jeff especially too. haha, we shared a weird but cool moment in the kitchen spelling something out...lol. seriously amazing.