Stop beating around the bush!!!!! If you have something to say, just fucking say it. Dont let some one linger around waiting for a fucking answer if you are not going to give them one!!! Just fucking tell them and get it over with! Make it easier on them!!! Thats all for now.

A New Life

When you move, you start a new life. You get new friends, new job, apartment, whatever. But does that mean you find new love to? If its love, it stays love. Right? If its love. When you start a “new life” so you forget about all the people who cared about you? So you forget abut all the people who you “care” about? Do you? I ( Read more... )

St. Elmo’s Fire

It’s all and then its nothing at the same time. I saw this movie called St. Elmo’s Fire, and it has this seen were this guy uses an example that explains life. The example is that there is something in the sky, stars that make it look like there is a fire. So, the sailors would jump onto their boats and search all night for this ( Read more... )

Ok. So, lately I've had all these great ideas on what I want to do and what should be done. But of course, my mentality has changed quiet a bit. I have made an attempt to go on two trips next year. But now, I only want to go on one. Why? I'll tell you why. The first trip I wanted to go on was to visit a friend. But now, I dont want to go anymore. ( Read more... )

Isnt it funny, how we can think that something is going so great, and then the world throws a curve ball at you! Isnt it great, how you have these amazingly powerful feelings, when the world tells you that they are not real. ANd not only are they not real, but they are not returned. Isnt it funny, how we are made to beleive that one thing is true, ( Read more... )

Do you know what its like to be around some one that you have history with? Its pretty weird. Its like there is constantly this big elephant in the room just sitting there. Its uncomfortable and just weird!! It happened to me today. thank god vivi was there with me. It made things so much easier. So now you know who he is and what hes like and all ( Read more... )

You know, one of the most nauseating things in the world is seeing a friend make out with their g/f-b/f right in front of you. Its like... Fuck, there are other places in which to do shit like that. Honestly. I get so fucking frustrated when people do that. Its not that I dont want them doing it, its just that there is a time and place for ( Read more... )

OK. So, for the past 4 months, there has been some one occupying my thoughts! I hate it! All I can ever do is think, well, what would they do, or I wonder what they are doing! It Totally sucks!!! I dont get to see them, and I cant talk to them on the phone, so can that be the reason for my insanity? The fact that I can be with some one that  I love ( Read more... )

OK, so I have been hearing some interstesting things from the HOSA halls. The have a lot of nagging to do. So, this is to certain people, but since I am nice and dont use names, I wont call you out. but to these specific people, you know who you are... SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!! A lot of stuff has nothing to do with you. So,  shut the fuck up. ( Read more... )

There’s a lady crying, in her room tonight.

Her broken heart, takes over all the right.

She can’t stop crying

No matter how she tries

The light goes dimmer as she closes her eyes.

Sometimes I stare out my window,

Most times I search for new pain;

Sometimes I wonder if there’s a better way.

Tell me, when will loneliness go,

I just don’t know

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