BIG F-ING RANT!
I know I haven't updated in awhile but I have been either busy or lazy... now.. I am just upset.
So I saw him today. Yes, I have been avoiding it hardcore but I have hadhis present for entirely too long. And I also needed to get mine in return... himm.... God was telling me something..., that I should just have kept mine and not have traded. He got the better end. What did I get!?! A lousy insense holder that I will never, I repeat NEVER use. I don't know what do with it. I can't just look at it. It is a completely and utterly useless gift. The insense have nothing to do with me either. If Sarah or Luara bought be insense they would have at least bought me lavender for they know that is smell that I wear on the outside...I hate insense. They give me a headache after a while and my dad hates them as well. *GASP* I can't believe he said what he said. I got him an awesome... 22.50 dollar book... When I post picture I will try to see if I can show the 1.95 dollar price tag on the nasty smelling insense he got me. He got me Jasmine- good, Sandlewood-nasty and Strawberry- annoying..... And bulk being in the Sandlewood. What am I complaining about the smells for I shouldn't have recieved them in the first place. *le sigh* I have been hearing so many thing about him also.. I mean these aren't exactly issue I could adress with him either. We are on two totally different mind sets. We have different views on things, not philosphy, books or bands but on sex, drugs and other things I concider to be a bit over used and reckless. Who knows? Maybe it is just me being stupid. I don't know. I barely get to see him which is a good thing for someone like me but still eh... I know we are not a couple but eh. I just don't enjoy kissing him goodnight at the end of the night for two reasons.... - Who knows....I have no idea. I should give the gift back or give it to someone else. haha. That is so mean but I have nothing to do with it. My feelings are hurt because of this.. What a piece of junk gift. A card saying I like talking with you would have been better would have gotten a long ass message like this but at least it would have meant something.. When I see this I automatically wanted to say," I am not your ex girlfriend" but I didn't and I almost gave it back on the spot... Any suggestions on what to do with the thing and Steve and I and a whole? I know some of you want to say something...
I got pictures...
Since steve thought it right to share the price I thought I would too. (insense)
This is actually pretty though... now I feel bad....
Maybe use it for a pen? I don't know..... that is why I don't feel bad.
Le sigh.... I do like moons and stars but..... eh.....I don't know how anyone would get I would want insense for my birthday/christmas... I mean a two and one gift... He got the better end I tell you. I want that book! I almost bought him a Christmas gift seperatly... Thank goodness I didn't get any one a goft yet.