I fucking hate my life forever.... inspired by
this image.
bonding pair: NaCl
The need to be complete... the need to be feel whole and stable... Chlorine desired this almost more than any other element... Fluorine, Oxygen and Nitrogen desired it more than he did. Easily. Yet still he still wanted it more than Sodium would ever know or experience. After all, Sodium didn't need Chlorine as much as he needed him. He could bare the loneliness and the incompletion. It hurt and was tiresome, but he could take it. But as for Chlorine... it was like a constant struggle to satisfy himself. The need to be whole.
After all, there were countless of others that desired to feel completed... yet, none of them were the same as Sodium. Sodium's long silky hair was always kept nice and neat. It always shined beautifully in the sun and reflected just the right amount of light. The way he dressed stood out from the others. That reactive personality... How he seemed to be calm and cool on the surface but given the right circumstances, he’d exploded into a fury. He was almost like every other Alkali metal but not. Sodium had special traits reserved just to himself-traits that Chlorine knew very well.
Today was another day where they were to couple and be complete as the million of times before. Yet it didn’t change how anxious Chlorine felt each time… to be able to be with Sodium until something came between them and broke them up, or until they got too hot. Chlorine sat with his legs tucked under him and hands in his lap waiting.
There was a creak as Sodium slowly crawled towards Chlorine and gently took a hold of one of his hands. It would always start like this. A gentle touch of the hands soon to be followed by a soft kiss on the lips-these things would always start to excite Chlorine in ways that he knew would lead him into deeper trouble. It was Sodium’s way of getting him ready to accept what he had to give to him. To be able to accept all of him, Sodium knew Chlorine needed to be at the rest energy level or otherwise it wouldn’t work. And surprisingly the faster way to that were through simple kisses and ginger touches.
The kisses gradually grew from being simple chaste kisses to deep kisses with tongue that left them both breathless. Their hands were fully entwined with the others’ and even though the fabric of their clothes grew tighter, they didn’t want to let go. Yet, they knew one of them would have to so they’d feel relieved and continue on with the rest of it. Chlorine’s hands always seemed to be the ones that slipped out first and headed straight towards Sodium’s waist. Fingers curled one at a time and slipped behind the fabric of the pants as they continued to kiss. Sodium would always grin at Chlorine’s actions and laugh softly.
A few more kisses and it was time for the next step. Sodium pushed Chlorine down against the bedding and began to remove both their clothing. First, the socks, belt, pants, then shirt… he shrugged off his own shirt before leaving them both only in their underwear. Sodium hovered above Chlorine and licked his lips enjoying the sight he saw. Sodium’s long hair tickled Chlorine’s bare skin and with an outstretched hand, he brushed some of it aside.
Sodium came down on him one time and placed kisses all over Chlorine’s bare flesh, slowly making his way down. His hands reached their goal before his lips but that was okay. Sodium’s lips stopped short on the navel of Chlorine as his hands pulled off the last article of clothing. Chlorine moaned softly as he felt himself freed by Sodium’s hands and then became a little anxious. Hands pulled on Sodium’s hair and urged him on and to forego the little details and the usual routine. Sodium winced at the pain and was surprised by Chlorine’s unusual eagerness. He was fully aware that it had been a long time since they bonded but was that really a reason to rush things?
If he didn’t take his time then what if something went wrong? Even if they had done this time and time before without a hitch, it didn’t mean that there couldn’t be anything wrong. Not to mention, Sodium wanted to savor this moment to. To see his adorable Chlorine beneath him, moaning and aching for more. Still, perhaps it wouldn’t be a bad thing to move things along a little bit quicker this time around. His own member throbbed painfully underneath his last bit of clothing. As Sodium hesitated, Chlorine took the decision into his own hands and switched positions with him. Chlorine sat on top of Sodium and with lustful eyes, freed Sodium’s valance electrons and took them into himself.
With hitched breathing Chlorine slowly lowered himself down on Sodium and took in all that he had to give. The feeling of becoming one and fulfilling their needs was amazing-and just as Chlorine felt all of Sodium’s valence electrons inside of him, there was a repulsion of the increased negativity that forced them apart. However, Chlorine came down on Sodium again waiting those electrons to make himself feel complete. He fought the repulsion and bounced up and down on Sodium a few more times before Sodium finally released his electrons and allowed Chlorine to have them.
Oh the feeling of being complete… Full. Satisfied.