Craigers is the greatest show on television, i swear.

so today my mom called me a son of a bitch...

I need to meet alot of new people, all probability points to me going to harlingen for my senior year. That makes it nothing to lose time here. So what im getting at is, where does everyone hang out? Dont tell me i have to go to a bunch of fucking shows...

Geuss who starting using lj agian... Yeah everything ive written in this thing is BS, i was a fucking reatard and i geuss in some respects i still am. But thats neither here nor there...

Hydrofield cuts through my neighborhood ( Read more... )

hes just a dumb cat, but i love the thing. Hes coughed up hairballs right beside my bed so i step on them when i wake up. He's woken me up by biting my nose right on the tip. And he loves to sleep right dead center on the bed and will fight tooth and nail, literally to keep that spot. But i dont want to let him go. Hes been sick for about 3 weeks ( Read more... )

i need a tyrant. Im tired of trying to control myself, of declaring these self revolutions and then falling short a day, two days later. You'll find a few of these declarations in here. Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. Time to get up, but how. I feel like a addict minus the substance. I have no chemical to boycott, no foriegn source of my ( Read more... )

went to the psychiatrist today with my mom and he told her she was wrong and i was right. Told her that i needed later curfews and more freedom, basically told her to kick off the nazi boots and chill the fuck out. Man my doctor is awesome. Despite this victory im scheming plans to move out the summer i turn 18, friend of mine just got an apartment ( Read more... )

This morning at around 230am i walked to the park cause i was having a anxiety attack and i dont like to have them indoors. I proceeded to sit on a park bench in the dark and talk to myself for about an hour. I laid down on the bench and considered sleeping there for the night. As you might have gathered i was pretty distraught. However just as i ( Read more... )

Today i oke up at a proper fucking hour. I also decided that i hate my livejournal. I was talking to gaby in the short time i was awake yesterday and she told me to shut the hell up and stop feeling so damn sorry for myself. (not her words exactly) Ive never heard someone make so much sense before. So with that in mind i look over this lj and think ( Read more... )