I saw Brokeback Mountain with Lisa tonight and it was amazing.
I go back to school next weekend and it's the first return from break that I haven't been excited for.
I have a cold and it SUCKS.
I feel so shitty... I think I'm just beating my body down.
I can't sleep so I did
Current mood: alright
Current taste: luden's wild cherry caugh drops
Current hair: shitty
Current clothes: plad sweatpants and a teeshirt
Current annoyance: colds and money
Current smell: nothing
Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
Current windows open: my buddy list, two im's, explorer
Current desktop picture: it's lisa's computer, but she has a winter wonderland
Current favorite bands: the past week i've only listened to criteria and moddest mouse
Current book: everything in it's place haha
Current cd in stereo: when we break
Current crush: oh man
Current favorite celeb(s): heith ledger and jake gyllenhal in brokeback mountain with their sexy cowboy outfits... and I don't know why
Current hate: missed oppertunities
=Do I=
Smoke?: nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: sometimes
Read the newspaper?: not ever really
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Believe in miracles?: i'm not sure
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on my mood
Consider love a mistake?: no
Have a favorite candy?: hershey's cookies and cream bar
Believe in astrology?: sortof...
Believe in magic?: not really
Believe in god?: no
Have any pets: poochie smoochie peaches pretty kitty, and a dog fred
Go to or plan to go to college: go
Have any piercings?: ears twice, nose, smiley, belly button
Have any tattoos?: no
Hate yourself? neh
Have an obsession?: probably
Have a secret crush?: yes
Do they know yet?: yes
Have a best friend?: i have a few
Wish on stars?: sometimes
Care about looks?: sometimes i do
=Love life=
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: i think i do
Do you believe in "the one?": i'm not sure
Describe your ideal significant other: just someone who loves me as much as I love them
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yup
Are you a tease?: nah
Shy to make the first move?: sometimes
=Word association=
Rubber: duck
Rock: geode
Green: thumb
Wet: mouth
Cry: eyes
Peanut: butter
Hay: straw
Cold: shiver
Steamy: sexy
Fast: run
Rain: wet
Bite: hard
Fuck: sex
Blow: bubble
=appearance=
Hair: brown, shoulder length, some bangs to the side
Eyes: green
Height: 5'3
=last thing you=
Bought: dinner at bertucci's
Ate & Drank: water and caugh drops
Watched on tv: i'm watching room raiders
=either / or=
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: beer
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: cats
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: mittens
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: diet coke
this or that: that
=last person you=
talked to: lisa
hugged: i think dan
instant messaged: carch
=where do you=
eat: everywhere
cry: my car, my room
=have you ever...=
Dated one of your best friends: yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry: yes
Drank alcohol: yes
Done drugs: yes
Broken the law: yes
Run away from home: almost
Broken a bone: yes
Played Truth Or Dare: yes
Kissed someone you didn't know: yes
Been in a fight: not a fist fight no
Come close to dying: haha sortof
=what is=
The most embarrassing CD in your collection: Spicegirls
Your bedroom like: it makes me nervous right now
Your favorite thing for breakfast: bacon
Your favorite restaurant: anything italian
=random questions=
What's on your bedside table: the one to the right has a shitload of books and the one to my left has all my CD cases on it
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: italian bread and butter
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie: romeo and juliette, the notebook
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: nothing, gross
What is your biggest fear: losing an eye or body part, being alone
What feature are you most insecure about: probably my hair
Do you ever have to beg: heh?
Are you a pyromaniac: nah
Do you have too many love interests: nah
Do you know anyone famous: nope, but I know people who know famous people
Describe your bed: small
Spontaneous or plain: both
Do you know how to play poker: nah not really
What do you carry with you at all times: my phone
How do you drive: pretty good
What do you miss most about being little: not knowing
Are you happy with your given name: yes
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year: probably a lot
What color is your bedroom?: white
Have you ever been in a play?: yes
Who are your best friends?: aubree erica lisa alex carch
Do you talk a lot?: yes
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: most of the time
Do you think you're cute?: not really
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: sometimes
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: heh
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: if its sexy men i get hot and bothered