PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Blame & The Queer Community

[emmassoldier]

X-posted to Queersurvivors

As per the title, this entry will probably contain more than a few potential triggers and some "adult" language so I'm going to place ALL of the entry behind a cut so as to avoid triggering anyone.  [This also sort of turned into a long pseudo-rage so that should be behind a cut as well]

Comments

[45degreeangel]

It's good you know where the blame lies in those piles of shit that wear human skin.

It's hard to trust, especially in a world were being different makes you stick out like a wounded gazelle on the african grasslands.

Unlike you my wounds, mine were stuck by succubi. I'm not sure I can compare my hurt with yours.

I have found that letting the pain out helps. Stopping it from being secret takes away some of it power. So this the a good first step.

(I hope I'm not being too patronising, I have problems expressing myself.)

I been to councelling, opened old wounds and secrets to finally let them heal. I hope things get better for you :)

Yips

[thomas_allen88]

wow, I can relate to so much of the pain and yet seem to understand it.

[ashbowie]

I commend you for writing all of this out, that in and of itself proves that you are not crazy. You are self-aware, which is a very helpful thing in dealing with your abuse

I see what you are saying

[poision76]

It is important that we protect the youth from pedophiles! However, how do we protect against the guy saying whatever you want to hear just to get in the pants?