Hi Everyone

[2ndbeginning]

Well...I have officially decided to do it. I don't want to be quiet anymore, about any of it. I was abused...and it was not my fault. I have no shame of what happened...I was a kid. Just a kid

Comments

[thomas_allen88]

What might I ask bough you to this " I don't want to be quiet anymore" moment in your life? The good part is yes it wasn't your fault, it really was not. Took me long time to understand that and for you, even better what your ok with it? I'm 23 and been writing about mine from what I was 14 but as to being ok with it, I have trouble with that..

[2ndbeginning]

I think you misunderstood. I am not ok with what happened to me. It is a horrible thing for anyone to go through. What I said is I have no shame in it. In other words....I have nothing to feel ashamed of because I did nothing wrong.
I think I need to write this blog because I need to free myself from the pain as much as I can.
And writing will be therapeutic. Also, I think that by writing, I am saying that none of it was my fault.

[thomas_allen88]

Ok ya, what I did not get it ok, this makes more sense, I was (in my little weird mind) questioning the "being ok with it part" Sorry. Writing about it or not, it really wasn't you fault at younger age, mine went on long after what it should have and to me I'm having trouble understanding how I let it, by 14/15 I should have known better but I kept letting it happen.. Write about it, ya it, I'm sure will help.

[sess44]

Best of luck to you dude, It sure helped me a lot by writing about my abuse.
It paved the way for me to be able to actually talk openly about it,which was much more of a relief.