why do i hate myself?

Your eyes ( Read more... )

...and so a reminder of my shortcomings had arrived at my house. and in the very bed where i lay at night feeling so lost and forsaken, i watched as this reminder engaged another in a verbal dance that will inevitably lead to it's fruition... that may ultimately break my heart. broken completely and utterly. why do i care so much? i can't ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like i'm on an emotional rollercoaster. why can't things be straightforward?

i'm fucking alone amongst the masses. i need to learn how to not care. how not to need anyone.

so i moved out this weekend ( Read more... )

i'm ready for a change ( Read more... )

laying down. long day. car accident. 2 and a half hour wait with a neck brace on. head, arms, legs, and chest strapped to a stretcher in a room by myself for those 2 and a half hours. blah. vicodin.

here's an update. my wrist hurts. i bought a bicycle. i drive a big truck for a living. i have my first show with End of the Wake on May 10th. Allyse is my best friend.

Alas, here is your serenade my darling ( Read more... )

I watched you walk away ( Read more... )