The Basics
Name/Nickname: Natalie/Saku.
Gender: Female.
Age: Sixteen.
Likes: Happy people, most of all! Sweets, balloons, soap bubbles, warm & funny stories, day concerts, celebrations, hugs, smiles, meeting new people, the smell of vanilla, comfortable rooms, the color pink, having new awesome ideas, not being alone, candyfloss, pop corn, ice cream, summer rain, fluffy snow, plushies.
Dislikes: BUGS, smoking, drugs, alcohol, girls trying to be boys (no. I don't dislike it. Actually, I hate it. And the opposite of it never exactly made me a happy person), gay love, unfairness, having a bad academic progress, being left alone, boiled vegetables and etc.Goals:
Fears: Dying of someone who's important to me.
Talents: I'm a fast learner, but if I don't care about the subject, I just forget everything easily. I'm also very smart and understanding, which helps people around me a lot. I know when to shut up and leave someone alone and when to cheer them up. Also, if I want, I can manipulate my way of a certain hard situation. Oh, and I always had a natural good punctuation and sense of style.
Hobbies: Reading, surfing the teh internetz, design, drawing, collecting just about anything I like.
Strong points: Polite, intuitive, understanding, cheerful, affectionate, smart, peacemaker, kindhearted, a good friend.
1. Kindhearted. I can never truly hate anyone, always want to help everyone, can't stand seeing others in pain... the list goes on.
2. Smart. I've never meant to brag, but I can call myself a smart person. Okay, just not in the school subjects way (excluding languages, I'm close to perfect in it... surprisingly). But I can understand anything even in my hated subjects, like math. (I'll just forget everything afterwards) I'm also really smart people-wise and I can understand the actions of almost every person out there. I tend to be more intutive than logical, but I'm good at tactics.
3. Intuitive. Where's an online game out there, where you are given a role of either a student (more often than not), thief or a day monitor. If you played for the last two, you had to go out at night and try to catch the culprit (in the thief's case, you had to catch a day monitor or those who help him). I always choose the right people... once I even catched all three culprits in succession. My sister was like 'OMG YOU HAVE SUCH AN INTUITON HELP ME PLAY'. I also once took the joker when our school played a game to pick out cards... I was the only one who took it, in fact.
Weak points: Anxious, shy, sensitive (I could even say touchy), histrionic, lazy, stubborn, impatient, needy, grumpy, whiny, sheltered, vulnerable, sarcastic, sometimes I feel selfish and I can be a little naive.
1. Lazy. Although I'm helpful, I usually take a lot of energy from anyone who wants me to do something I don't feel like doing. I'm extremely laid-back and I don't worry in a lot of situations.
2. Sensitive. I care too much about that others think of me, I'm too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally.
3. Selfish. First of all, I think of myself by default. I always think of the ways to make my life more pleasing for me, always don't care about whatever other people do have, but do care about me having everything I want and living a comfortable life. I have to really like you to choose you over me.
4. Avoidant. I don't open up to people very easily. At first I may even seem like the most apathetic/unfriendly girl ever, because I don't talk much with strangers and mostly just observe them. But if they're extraverted enough to talk to me when I don't really reply with many words, I'll probably open up. Plus, if you're observant enough, you can notice that I just put a cool act to hide my shyness.
The Attitude
Mature or Immature: Mature with immature tendencies.
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Optimistic. I can be a little down sometimes, but in the end of the day I believe in everything that is good :D
Outgoing or Shy: Shy, very shy. But I'm fighting with it!
Calm or Energetic: It depends on my mood, but mostly energetic, I think. I mean, I'm usually excited about a lot of normal things.
Brains or Brawn: Brains!
Controlled or Impulsive: Controlled. I always think before I act. I swear, my head will explode if I'll continue like that. (although sometimes my feelings do come out)
Determined or Passive: You know, it really depends. I can be both, not entirely determined though.
Ignorant or Informed: Ignorant for some reason.
Patient or Impatient: Impatient, I seriously hate waiting!
Compassionate or Just: Compassionate, very much so.
Confident or Modest: I'm rarely confident, unless it comes to things I'm really good at. So I'd say modest.
The Questions
Let's pretend you are Luke (for this and the next question) and have lived exactly like him for the past seven years in the Fabre mansion and than suddenly one day a "mysterious intruder" attacks your mentor. You block her attack and than wake up in the middle of no where, half way a cross the world . What would your first reaction be? Oh my god, wtf is happening. That "mysterious intruder" has to explain everything to me. NOW.
A month later you finally get home. Though it doesn't feel much like home to you; it feels like anywhere else you've been. If this were you right this moment, how would you describe the feeling of your home not feeling like one? Probably no people I know, a lot of things I like missing. I quess for me to feel that my home is not my home anymore it has to change a lot.
If you were Tear after she promised to return Luke home, how would you deal with/act towards the boy most of the time once you got to know him? I would act normal, pretty much. He's a carefree guy, so I'm pretty sure I won't need to use any formal words with him or take care about him too much.
If you were Ion before the start of game, trapped in the church, like a pet and only there to serve as a figurehead to the Order of Lorelei, what would you do daily if you only had the choice of doing one thing? I would definitely complain about it a lot, and if no one is going to listen when I'd just run away because I like freedom and I need freedom. If I had only one thing to do, I'd probably be taking a walk somewhere near the church and eating something delicious.
If your life could save millions of others, would you give it up? I'm... not sure. I'd easily give up my life for my precious people, but I don't know about strangers, even if there's bazilions of them.
If you found out you weren't really the you you were raised and thought to be, how would you react? I would be pretty confused, but if nothing is going to change afterwards (I mean, my friends would still be my friends and stuff like this) I'll live with it.
If your life was running out, what last things would you like to do before your went? Something exciting, a thing to remember. And of course, I'd say goodbye to my family and friends.
Last Question! If you had the choice, would you live by the score to live easily or destroy the score to live freely? Hm, it depends on how I view this score, I can see myself going both ways.