Emo
I think everyone is allowed to be sad and depressed. And now is my time...
I don't get it. All these fucking people, JUST meeting eachother and they are already engaged? What the hell? How do they do it? They have no idea what love is! I am not saying that marriage is bad.. I am happy for ya'all. But, marriage is good when the two people know eachother, and have spent enough time with that person to know they could stand being around them for the rest of their life. How do they find someone to be with so quickly when it took me so long? Is it because I am not easy? Is it because I look for more than looks? God! Is it because I have been treated like a toy by many men that I can't trust as easily? But, I know many many girls have been treated like that so that can't be it... *sighs* Luckily, I have Michelle. She is the only one keeping me sane right now. I love her, yet all that shit with Seth went down and I have no clue where anything is leading. So, I am thinking of getting away. I don't know where or when but I need time to think, to get my self together...
That was probably my first REAL post! *puts on my fake smile, hits update and lays down*
I don't get it. All these fucking people, JUST meeting eachother and they are already engaged? What the hell? How do they do it? They have no idea what love is! I am not saying that marriage is bad.. I am happy for ya'all. But, marriage is good when the two people know eachother, and have spent enough time with that person to know they could stand being around them for the rest of their life. How do they find someone to be with so quickly when it took me so long? Is it because I am not easy? Is it because I look for more than looks? God! Is it because I have been treated like a toy by many men that I can't trust as easily? But, I know many many girls have been treated like that so that can't be it... *sighs* Luckily, I have Michelle. She is the only one keeping me sane right now. I love her, yet all that shit with Seth went down and I have no clue where anything is leading. So, I am thinking of getting away. I don't know where or when but I need time to think, to get my self together...
That was probably my first REAL post! *puts on my fake smile, hits update and lays down*