WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!!!!! Why are you so mad? who are you so mad at? Have you really changed? Dont say these things if you dont mean them. Im scared Acasia. Please dont hurt yourself.
People have just been letting me down, making me feel like shit. I know I didn't really answer you on the phone, but I was having trouble thinking. I did take a knife... but it was to both ME and the people that have been hurting me. Miles, Cassy, my dad, my mom, Paul, everybody just seems to be... I DON"T FUCKING KNOW I don't want anything to do with anyone. I keep thinking that no one likes me, because I want to have a good time! Have I really changed.. Yes. Very much so I'M NOT THAT FUCKING GIRL ANYMORE I don't want anything to do with those people who hurt me.. I never WRITE anything I don't mean. I may say things.. but I did mean it. Please don't be scared for me, I have to deal with this on my own, and worrying about me isn't good for YOU. Lately.. I've been having a lot of homicidal thoughts.. like what it would be like to fucking cut someone open... But then I just want to cut ME open.. I love you... I'm just having a tough time
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Why are you so mad? who are you so mad at?
Have you really changed?
Dont say these things if you dont mean them.
Im scared Acasia. Please dont hurt yourself.
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I did take a knife... but it was to both ME and the people that have been hurting me.
Miles, Cassy, my dad, my mom, Paul, everybody just seems to be...
I DON"T FUCKING KNOW
I don't want anything to do with anyone. I keep thinking that no one likes me, because I want to have a good time!
Have I really changed.. Yes. Very much so
I'M NOT THAT FUCKING GIRL ANYMORE
I don't want anything to do with those people who hurt me..
I never WRITE anything I don't mean. I may say things.. but I did mean it.
Please don't be scared for me, I have to deal with this on my own, and worrying about me isn't good for YOU.
Lately.. I've been having a lot of homicidal thoughts.. like what it would be like to fucking cut someone open...
But then I just want to cut ME open..
I love you... I'm just having a tough time
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