Isn't it amazing how someone can construct something so beautiful within music.  But yet, they feel they're not worthy to live.  It's sad in a way, as if they themselves never fully appreciated what amazing talent they had.

How I spent my last week of summer.

Monday:  I think I went agenda shopping?
Tuesday: Hung out with Steph. Tennis and stuff. Hung out with Bill too. Went to Sheetz. Drank lots of whiskey and BS'd about good things with Steph until five a.m.
Wednesday:  Hmm...maybe this is the day I went agenda shopping.  Ah yeah.  I got my school book bag on Monday I ( Read more... )

I'm hungry.  And I need to start going to sleep earlier for school.  Ohh, school.  I met the new counselor.  She's really young and nice.  And she creepishly eyed Steph.  But WHATEVA, she's cool.  I have plans for the week.  Sort of.  Thursday and Saturday I'm hanging out with Kendra...fiiinnalllyy.  And well, that's it.  Heh.  Steph ran out in ( Read more... )

I'm fucking freaking out.  I just hit someone's car in a parking lot.  I didn't know what to do, so I waited for my mom and dad and sat by Giant Eagle.  The people I hit left, but I'm still freaking out.  I don't know why.  This summer fucking sucks and I want it to end.

I need to make more friends.

I'm so bad when it comes to family events.  I just got back from a baby shower.  One that I stayed at for only an hour.

I wish I wasn't so awkward about these things.  I miss my cousin Angie too.

Ookay.  Where to start.  School's soon.  I've probably mentioned that before.  But it's finally kicking in ( Read more... )

Steph and I are thinking about going on a road trip across America after high school.  Rather than going straight to college.

I need to get a job.

I am exhausted as fuck.  But I feel the need to give an update ( Read more... )

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