my ridiculous life
Well I found out why Mike was being all loud and angry on Friday morning. Ashley told me last night that he had brought a girl home with him and she left when she found out that Elyse and I were there in his room. I say, fuck you, sir! I'm glad I fucking cockblocked him. I mean, it would have happened regardless of me, because Elyse had already gone back there well before I did, but I'm glad I had a part in it. I mean, I know it's his house and what not, but he knows (everyone in that house knows) that I'm always there on Thursday nights because I can't ever drive home after Clyde's and I would never try to. So part of me feels like he did it to flaunt me. I don't even care anymore if that's the case.
I was pretty upset about it when Ashley told me, although I held it together in front of her and the other roommates. I don't know, it was just so fucking stupid and it made me feel really angry. I mean, after he told me all that shit about how he thought I was the greatest girl ever, and it was all complete bullshit that he said because he wanted to get his rocks off. I told him that I was sick and tired of being lied to, that I didn't need to hear that shit from any guy. I just felt so dirty, like I'd been used, and I allowed it to happen for so long, because I'm stupid and naive. I hate it when guys make me feel that way. Which means I'm fucking done with that dude.
So I had plans last night to meet up with my friend Katie, who was in town from Baltimore, and we went out to Mie N Yu in Georgetown where a friend of hers was doing his last shift bartending before he quit. I told her that I was in a dangerous mood and that my goal was to get so drunk that I wouldn't wake up when Mike got home. Mission successful! But let me fill you in on the details. So first off, some guy in the street called me Brooke Shields (he must've been wasted lol. I don't look anything like that woman!), and the manager of the bar started buying me shots because he thought I was cute. Then a friend of Case's (the bartender) showed up and started hitting on me hardcore. His name was John and he gave me a backrub lol. I gave him a kiss and my phone number. Then our friends Bruce and Mike Green showed up and I hit on both of them for funsies. No more Mikes, I promise. Bruce though...he wanted me to come home with him lol.
Obviously I didn't do that. I was a freakin mess when I got back to the house though. I don't remember getting out of the cab, but I know I threw up in the grass by their place. And then I passed out on the couch. When I woke up this morning (at 11:30 all by myself, and I never woke up whenever Mike came in, thank god) I had some serious pain in my hip, which means I probably fell and hit something pretty hard. It's still sore now. I also had all kinds of text messages from people. Apparently I got a lot of drunk texting in last night. One was from that John guy that said: F the three day rule! I had a lot of fun meeting you last night. Oh my. Oh my. I don't know what to do about that. He was on the short side and not particularly my type, but it might be fun to go on a date or something.
Anyway, even though I know it was a terrible way to react to finding out just what kind of asshole Mike is, I'm kind of glad I went on a bender last night. I got several really good confidence boosts that reminded me that I can usually get what I want with guys and I don't need to wait around to be treated like shit by some fucking jerk who can't get his shit together. I do this quite often when I get fucked over by some dude, but it feels kind of good. Like I'm purging the bad memories. I know it's not healthy but whatever, that's the way I deal with it.
So that's the last you will ever hear about Mike. I have defriended him on Myspace, deleted him off my buddy list, and deleted him out of my phone. That kid can go have sex with stupid bar whores and quit screwing with my head, because I'm done. YAY! I feel happy right now =)
[EDIT] I just talked to my friend Katie and apparently I also made out with my friends Mike and Bruce. In front of each other. By the cab. I don't remember that. Goddamn I was a shitshow! However, it makes me happy. =D