Leah, i need you to call me as soon as you are able. I have something i need to tak with you about.

This is soooo horrible and soo sad! its not right ( Read more... )

so i dont update very much. i feel kinda bad about that. mainly because i dont really have much contact wih those of you back home. I mean, i have some email addys, but i dont send any. I have phone numbers, but i dont call. and there's some of you who like me dont update much, and because i dont really use any avenues other than this one to check ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

Have you ever had the feeling like there was somewhere that you had to be, but you dont know where it is? I had that feeling nearly all last night after getting home from work. I just felt like someone needed me somewhere, but i couldnt find where that somewhere was. I wander my building thinkin i may find out that way, but nope. I ended up chillin ( Read more... )

The End of Those Who Believe ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to all of you whom it seems like i'm ignoring. Basically that is everyone back home. I know i dont call anyone, i dont really email anyone, and i rarely even write in here. I'm sorry i can't be there for those of you who need a shoulder to lean on, and i'm sorry i'm not a better friend. Megan, this goes to you especially. You sent me a ( Read more... )

It's been a bit since i've written here. Things are alright, but i wish to speak of my weekend at this point. It was a paradoxical weekend. On one hand it was freaking great because Leah came to visit me for the weekend. It made me so unbelievably happy to be able to spend time with her like i did. I've waited about 3 years for this opportunity, ( Read more... )

Hiya folks! It me, your friendly neighborhood Panda, here to give big bear hugs to each and every one of you! Except those who dont want one, in which case i'll save it for when you do. Because everyone needs a big Panda bear hug sometime. And i have plenty love to share. So whats going on with all of you? I see that some people who write here have ( Read more... )