like its really cool to be strong.... but don't you ever wish you didnt have to be that you could just give in without looking back or without any fear or strength and love someone and have them love you back in such a way that you didnt have to be strong you could just be you?
talking to gina makes me feel better alot. i love her.
im writing from pennsylvania in philly in a hampton inn watching tv with my parents. i hope i like lehigh, we're driving out there tomorrow. i sorta wish i had left town on a better note, but maybe four days will make it better.