im so stupid

[acertnshadeogrn]

seriously i dont ever get myself. its pretty retarted that myself doesnt even get myself. if that makes any sense. fer some reason i know what i want but i always end up getting myself on the opposite end of what i really want. i would think that its my own fault for it always being that way and sometimes i think that my whole life will be that way

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[son_of_orwell]

life is about living. knowing what you want is half the battle, but getting what you want, well theres the hard part. we must remember that everything we do is a stepping stone to something greater and we cant give up. even when it seems like the stairs are miles high, we still gotta keep on trying.

and no. your whole life wont be this way forever. know why? because you write entries like these; you write entries about how discontented you are and how much change you desire, and that is another important step.

"discontent is the first step for progress in a man."

Im here to talk if you ever need anything

[acertnshadeogrn]

thanks dave. you always get me thinkin from a different point. I appecitate your wisdom.

[son_of_orwell]

no problem. im always here to help a friend no matter what, thats my purpose :-)

[i_like_ewe]

Lest we forget, the fact that you can admit something is arie is huge. I was suffering from 5th grade till 11th grade before I dealt with my shit. Be thankful that you can bring it to your attention now, and not be admitted to the psych ward like some other people **cough*cough** before it dawns on you that you aren't you anymore, or never were.

[acertnshadeogrn]

thanks for your comment. i appeciate it. Figuring life out is crazy heh.