God I hate my family so bad. I don't think there can be a day that we're not fighting. Nobody in this house wants me so why did they have me. They expect me to go to school, go to band and come home to rot in my room. I wish I could live with my dad so bad but he lives in indiana and I don't wanna move out of winchester. Why does everything have to ( Read more... )

So it's halloween, corky is at my house and we have no more band anymore. And I may or may not see ace today. I hope I do though. I died my hair black and I'm really hoping it comes out before pictures on friday. If it doesn't i'm screwed. Well not much left to say. Jonathon if you read this call me later!!! c-ya!

Only 1 more competition til band season is over. Then we get a break before winter guard is over. I guess I'm doing winter guard.I wanna do it but I don't think anyone wants me too. But whatever!!! Hopefully everyone is going to the movies again on sunday. People want to see scary movies though cause it's halloween eve. I had no clue that halloween ( Read more... )

One Wish ( Read more... )

I fuckin' hate guard. I never say anything mean or fight with anybody so why do people have to talk bad about people. And the sucky ass thing is I have to deal with everyone in guard for another year because me and my family want me to graduate in band. God this ain't even worth it anymore!

So I don't think this weekend could get any better. I saw ace at the movies on saterday. Me, Christina, Crystal, Jonathon, ace, andrew and some of ace's friends all went to the movies. Me ace and jonathon went and saw "The fog" while christina andrew and crystal went to see "just like heaven". I thought the fog was so stupid but thats my opinion. ( Read more... )

Me and Ace are okay again. We we're both so tired that it took us forever to remember what we we're arguing about. But we're fine. Ya know what I think is really stupid. When someone goes and tells my someones best friend that they did something bad and tells them not to tell me. She's my best friend and she tells me everything so you should really ( Read more... )

I'm about to lose Ace again and I'm scared shitless. We got in this big fight last night over me being jealous of some girl and I said that he obviously didn't love me anymore and wanted her. Which is totaly not true and I know this but I was tired and I didn't know what I was saying. But he got all mad and hung up on me and said "fine bye". I ( Read more... )

So..... I'm in indiana and it's so awesome ( Read more... )

NO BAND PRACTICE TILL WENDSDAY!!! I'm so happy. I'm going to Indiana on saterday morning and not coming back til tuesday night. I can't wait. I'm so tired of winchester it's not even funny. And I haven't seen my dad, brother or step mom in about 2 months. We might get to go to the mall again. And I get to go look for my soiree dress soon. Ace said ( Read more... )