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[acetaline]

why. why the fuck did i answer the phone. why the fuck am i so pathetic. i fucking melt for her i feel so weak and stupid and pathetic and retareded. i'm one of fucking Jerry's Kids. god i'm so horrible. i hate this. i love her so much despite all the pain. i shouldn't but it's so hard. it's so hard to feel what i should feel, and deny the fact

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[buddha4mary]

No, no, no, no, no.... can't we pretend this didn't happen and go back to happy Devon?! :(

[acetaline]

i don't know. pretending things doesn't seem to work. neither does forgetting, there's too many reminders that won't let me forget. aggressive reminders.

[presspass]

uh oh....sounds like devon really needs crunk night part 2 tonight!

[acetaline]

a little less than five hours....time seriously needs to go faster.