so i went to a concert last night. the bands were pretty crappy. and i went to my friend's haunted house. also not special, but i supported him. anyway. not much goin on. i gotta call hot topic later. uhh... not much else. i have no plans for tonite. is there anything going on that is preferrably free? i have a few dollars. goin to see Matrix ( Read more... )

so i got a job. Hot Topic just needs to get a hold of my references. and i am really, really pissed because i missed the concert. 3 fucking years and this is the first time the band has gone south of the New York area. i missed it because i had no ride and i wasnt allowed to drive. fuck them. man, i cannot wait til may. and now that i have a job i ( Read more... )

so i have a plan. save up a bunch of money and buy an island in the south pacific. then inhabit that island. it will be like the republic of Cuervo Gold [a real country] except i will make the laws! also there will be a field similar to the one in "The Beach" and there will be tikis and hot hula girls ( Read more... )

"going for the gusto ( Read more... )

so, im skipping my Earth science class today. why? i honestly just dont want to go to it. i dont feel like going to class today, but i have to go to my Server class. fucking Microsoft....i need a computer of my own. someone give me $1100. that would be enough to make a kick ass computer with an awesome sound system. fuck, id settle for the one i ( Read more... )

man, im bored ( Read more... )

my computer sucks ass. two days ago i was going to update my journal so i wrote in it and i typed three poems and the fucking computer died! so i was pissed. so anyways, yesterday was good. long as all hell. well, ill start friday. friday: bored, bored, bored. my mom pissed me off so i walked like 3 miles away and back home. then my friend finally ( Read more... )

lyric from "Halfworld" by Splashdown. i am really tired. and im broke. i have an interview at Hot Topic tomorrow, i hope i get that job. Night school is ghey, 1 night and i'm 3 chapters ahead. ima prolly skip on the 29th. why on this day? well, i have to accumulate $15 first [well, 20] and then i will see MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE LIVE! this is ( Read more... )

hmm...wel, i really don't know if i am happy or sad. i mean, i am still distraught, but i dont really feel bad. the thing that i dont like is that either i really hurt her or she is really angry with me. and i had thought we worked that out on the phone, but i guess not. i bought her a birthday present the other day. all my money. and what could ( Read more... )

i love that quote. from the song "Keepin' up with the Kids" by MSI. i dont really know how i feel right now. i forgot how easy it is to become desensitized but i am still confused. like, i dont want things to [have] change[d] but i think i need them to. i cant deal with it. and although it hurts, it could always be worse. i dont know. i didnt say ( Read more... )