billy corgan . 1996

Sep 29, 2004 22:11


the aeroplane flies high, turns left, looks right. the aeroplane knows that is is alone in it's drama bones. madness, preconceptions, ray gun logics run and spit rationalized until a whole chorus of mug wumps, blue in the face from yelling their divisive mantras, run out of young breath and just plain give in to the spirit of the whole damn apple. ( Read more... )

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jesse lacey oysterextract October 1 2004, 02:06:53 UTC

if it makes you less sad i will die by your hand. hope you find out what you are; already know what i am.and if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again, you can tell me how vile i already know i am.
.i'll grow old start acting my age, be a brand new day in a life that you hate. a crown of gold, a heart that's harder than stone, and hurts a whole lot; but is missed when it's gone...

gainesville rock city [there's no home for the heartless]

the boy who blocked his own shot

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Re: jesse lacey acetominophen October 1 2004, 03:07:09 UTC
brand new.

music-

haven't felt brand new in a few years. still stuck on some old love scheme, i'm just lost, michelle. and you're just hopeless.

it gets stronger by the day, kicks me harder every hour, and all the thoughts in the world can't catch wind like parachutes to save me now. i'm so close to the ground, so close to destruction now, that only promises: lips and kisses applied to missing hips can save me from the last open wound that will pour across my neck. there will be a last splash of salt to foam my cuts, one last salty kiss to make me sting.

shit man, haven't you ever been in love before?

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Re: jesse lacey oysterextract October 5 2004, 08:45:30 UTC
it always seems the one you love and the one who love you are never ever the same person.

how i used to think. i went home and realized that i am fortunate to be an acception. the one who i thought used to be full of just silly love and silly adoration for me, i now understand to be valid. so i let myself love him back. even though 174 miles separate me from him i don't think i could ever be capable of forgetting the twinkling mix of blue and green in his eyes as anticipation consumes my body in a rush of insecurity; only to be comforted by those same eyes filled with the same damn insecurities as mine.

yah le sigh we all do have feelings...myself admitted

cheer up there big guy your smile should be shared. one day so will your heart you're ready but i don't think the girl is

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