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May 03, 2011 05:50


yesterday i brought mom to the hospital. today she is dead. i am still trying to understand what has happened and cycle though so many emotions all at once. so much destroyed in such a small window of time… the fragility of life just frightens me to no end at this point.

we were called by a group of people who asked for us to donate some of mom’s ( Read more... )

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driftwoodwings May 3 2011, 11:25:31 UTC
:C.... Aie.

Do whatever it takes.. to get through this. My heart and soul goes out to you, Nimil. Stay warm, take care.

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stawberi May 3 2011, 12:22:49 UTC
Oh god, I'm so sorry for your loss.

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etako May 3 2011, 12:43:59 UTC
Ugh, vultures didn't wait long to make over your mother's physical remains.
I'm so sorry for you, J. I'd like to be there in person for you.

Journal if you can--it needn't be publically in here. Organizing enough to write words can help you carry this heavy burden.

Life really is fragile, and something so precious. In today's care-less, just-go-buy-a-new-one-if-it-breaks, world, the most amazing thing--that we can wake up day after day, breathing, heart pumping, mind working--is so undervalued. Why else could assisted suicide and fetal murders become so matter-of-fact??

I never knew your mother, except for stories you shared in here and in conversations. I am so sorry I did not get to meet her.

I would love to write a single sentence of comfort for you, J, but nothing comes to mind. I wish I had the right words. :(

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synchra May 4 2011, 05:50:33 UTC
:( You are in my thoughts.. I didn't know about all of this until just now. I just read through your previous entries (I just hadn't been on LJ.) I don't know what else to say.. it's just shocking. >_

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