So, the RepoMan came and went..

ByeBye car.

I don't even know if I want you back.

Going to bed. Fuck it.

That is all
♠
.filth

Down in the dumbs.. I'm not okay ( Read more... )

Why are my eyes pulsating through my eye sockets into my head..

I really wanted to go in an adventure today..

That is all.
♠
.filth

One point five hours.. Walking nonstop ( Read more... )

Been painting my nails lately. Just that bored I guess. One thing though, I am so bad at waiting to air dry.. Like I think each and every time, that i think i can wait patiently and not touch anything. Ha ya right, guess not so much. Each end result is always smudges and streaks of polish. So sad. Start again ( Read more... )

Why does the gravel keep shifting between my feet..

It's hard to stay afloat. I wasn't taught how to fly..

The tiles are falling. One by one. Two by two.

My grip is failing.

What to do?
What to think?

Actions.
Decisions.

Brain and mind are gone now. All numb here

All dead here.

That is all
♠
.filth

One pill makes you larger ( Read more... )

You can't joke the joker.

That is all
♠
.filth

My dreams as of late are beginning to worry me. They're even more vivid, which is something to say considering how intense they normally are.. But they are becoming more wild.. More colorful. More potent ( Read more... )

Why does most of this world take pride in making me feel like shit? As if it actually enjoys what it does, what it's doing.. As it bottles up my tears and frustrations. Labeling each with a date and time, following by placing them one by one up on some shelved storage compartment. In a dark and rusted enclosed room ( Read more... )