papa is such a silly name..for such an important person. silly silly silly people to be able to joke around with their fathers. i wonder what my life would be like, if i had a "papa", the way i am now. all the times i break down, it's because of him, but if i had it, and he was here, what would he do. i don't know, hold me and tell me he and god ( Read more... )

i've been home for two days straight. it's still cloudy. i'm still alone. i wonder if this is how i'll be forever. i do not know. i cry at songs. especially this. i miss alot of things today, i'm not sure how i made it through three years. oh yeah..i didn't, i'm a raving mad person.

man it's pretty windy today. wonderwall is on, green g-u-i-t-a-r. unibrow. hot stuff. i'm still in my bed clothes, and i believe the time is 1:02. ho hum. livejournal is pretty rad i guess. so are sealions. yeah they pretty much own. my mom has been trying to get me to clean my room for months, and now she just says "hey sweety do you want to do ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my bathroom, listening to music, and updating again due to demands. cool. i almost just took an iq test, what bullshit, i got mad and quit. WHATEVS. i wish it was summer STILL. lame lame lame is the word of the day, the only cool thing was the weather. my friends are turning into fucking lake rats, it's funny. i like being ignored, ( Read more... )

The litebrite's now black and white
 Cause you took apart a picture that wasn't right
  Pitch burning on a shining sheet
The only maker that you'd want to meet
 The dying man in a living room
  Who's shadow paces the floor
Who'll take you out in the open door
 This is not my life
  It's just a fond farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
 It's just a ( Read more... )

I no longer care about anything. Well thats a bit of a lie, but I refuse to be nice to people anymore. I tried, I can't anymore. I hate school, I have nothing to look forward to. I have no classes that interest me. To fall in love would be one the worst things that could happen to me, I know what happens. I see. I wish it was summer again, I may ( Read more... )

hmm i'm not happy now

i just typed up a long entry

and it got all fucky on me

oh well

i won't hold it against anyone

i didn't go to school today

i'm most excited about this

it's raining felines and canines

with sleek, neat torrents of water spilling neatly onto the ground

i woke up to this, i'm enjoying it

i  have way to many cat scratces

it looks ( Read more... )

lovely lovely lovely

i am learning

vampires and viagra are cliche.

along with the eighties.

it takes a sad generation to make a decade cliche.

i need new sheets.

and a new state of mind.

kitty and sandwhiches and a pack of ciggs.
we sail to the sun in a purple baloon.
you fucking werewolf, with the kind cheese.

i'm going to trace back my bloodline
to see if the patton's have done ( Read more... )

i like being home on friday nights

i hate sunday nights

i  have a rather fond liking of saturday nights