So......

[acidskyway]

Here's where I am at. I wanted to approach Mike in a positive and non confrontational way to get everything out into the open so we can start dealing with things. He said some pretty nasty things to say, in which I am willing to forgive him for. i.e. the Email I previously posted on my livejournal about a month ago. He fully admitted everything to

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[acidskyway]

It's ok. I'm sorry I doubted myself too. I should have known to always follow my instinct.

[denisbaldwin]

What kind of drugs is he into?

I dunno, man. I've done lots of drugs, had some pretty shitty moments, and I still don't recall ever breaking anyone's heart like that.

[acidskyway]

Meth. It's a specifically bad drug for him. He associates that drug with sex. Yeah the only shitty thing is that he lied to me for pretty much our whole relationship.

[denisbaldwin]

Ouch. Meth is a nasty, nasty, nasty drug. Nasty. It's the only time I've ever really felt that out of control, and I'm never using that nasty shit again.

I hope everything works out. I still twitch once in a while, and it's been.. hrmm.. 4 years since I've used?!

I'm hoping he's one of the lucky ones who can put it past him and just move on.

[acidskyway]

I don't know if you remember me posting about how he was in the hospital for an infection in his arm from "splinters", but he was actually in there because his tracks got infected. He almost died. The doctor said that if he would have came in a few hours later, the infection would have gotten to his brain. That shit is scary.

[carve_me_a_rose]

No matter how awful the truth is, its always better than a lie. I'm glad he finally admitted all of this to you. It's definitely a step in the right direction, whatever that direction might be.

*hug*

You know to listen to your gut feeling, and I'm glad you did!

[acidskyway]

Hey, I had this really really long paragraph written down here and for some reason LJ fucked up and it never posted. Then the second time when I sent another hella long paragraph when i sent it, the internet was down, so it as well never sent. LOL I figure I'll just call you on the weekend and let you know what's going on. Hopefully this will send.

[acidskyway]

YAY!

[mike03p]

im still worried about YOU! You know you deserve much better.. i just hope you make the right decision..

[acidskyway]

Yeah I know. If I wasn't so sure that Mike was THE guy for me, I would totally not think twice about it. But when you look at how a person make's your life but the only thing standing in your way is something you both can work on, then I say it's a pretty small price to pay for being with someone you were meant to be with.